I met Lena on a wet Thursday in November, the kind of Dublin evening where the sky seems to lower itself onto your shoulders. I was working late in a small print shop off Aungier Street, folding wedding invitations for people who sounded happier than I felt. My own life had gone quiet after a breakup that left no dramatic wreckage, only a strange silence in the mornings. I had begun taking long walks after work just to avoid going home too early.
That evening, I stopped at a café near Grafton Street because the rain had soaked through my coat. Every table was full except one by the window, where a woman was trying to read a book while balancing a chipped blue mug on a stack of newspapers. She looked up and said, “You can sit if you don’t mind hearing me complain about the weather.”
Her name was Lena Ward. She was from a small unnamed town in the west, though she said it as if she had escaped it and missed it at the same time. I told her my name was Cian and that I had lived in Dublin for eight years but still sometimes felt like I was only visiting. She laughed at that. Not loudly, not for show, but in a way that made the room feel warmer.
We talked for nearly two hours. About ordinary things first: rent, bad coffee, the little theatre groups she helped with, the customers who asked me to print funeral booklets at the last minute. Then somehow we were talking about grief. Her father had died the year before. My mother was alive but drifting away from me in the slow fog of illness. Neither of us tried to fix the other. That was what I noticed. We just listened.
When the café closed, the rain had eased into a mist. We walked toward Trinity College, then along the river. I had an umbrella, a poor crooked thing I’d bought from a shop for five euro, and she insisted we share it even though it was barely big enough for one person. By the time we reached the Ha’penny Bridge, my right shoulder was drenched and her left sleeve was dripping. Still, neither of us moved away.
Halfway across the bridge, Lena stopped. She pointed to the lights on the Liffey and said, “I used to think love had to arrive like a rescue. Now I think maybe it’s just someone standing beside you long enough that you remember you can rescue yourself.”
I didn’t know what to say to that. I was thirty-four, but I felt suddenly young and clumsy. So I said the stupidest honest thing available: “I’d like to see you again.”
She smiled, but there was sadness in it. “I’m leaving Dublin on Sunday.”
She had been offered a place on a theatre project in Edinburgh, something temporary but important to her. She had come to the café because she was trying to memorise the city before she left. I remember feeling embarrassed by how quickly hope can make a home in you. I had known her for one evening, and already I was disappointed by a future that had never been promised.
We stood there while people passed around us, tourists with shopping bags, students laughing, a man cycling where he shouldn’t. Lena reached out and held the handle of the umbrella with me. “I’m not saying no,” she said. “I’m saying my life is moving, and yours is too. Maybe we shouldn’t pretend otherwise.”
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